Betrayed?

Since some days ago, I have been silently seething.

What do you do when you think you know people and then suddenly realize that it's all for show?

Gawd, I feel so naive and pathetic.

It's one giant roller coaster ride - from getting pissed to getting more pissed and well.. to getting pissed some more.

Sometimes I wonder if I am more furious about being betrayed or about me allowing myself to be a sitting duck?

I am sure there's a lesson hidden somewhere in this experience.. but right now, I actually love simmering slowly to boiling point.